She walks like she don’t care, walkin’ on imported air

Ahhh, where to start??

Well, I've never really been too good with talking about how I feel and I've never really been good at letting people in properly. I think there's only one or two people I have actually let in. In fact I hate it, talking about my feelings and shiz, even to people I trust with my life I guess it's because I don't like thinking that they could judge me and that I wouldn't seem strong and independant. I hate feeling week and vulnerable or thinking that that's how people see me. So I decided start a blog, be vulnerable for everyone to see. Why not? How clever of me. :p

Life is great at the moment. Infact in some ways it couldn't get much better.

Things are going good with college, surprisingly, I mean I actually did work in my frees today :o It was rather shocking. Not something I usually.

My bestest friend is AMAZING. We're talking and not arguing for once. lmao. That is also shocking.

Since started college/6th form i have met some amazing people. Some great friends. People that I am glad that they are now in my life

Bad points of my life.

My family. No matter how much I love them they will always annoy me in one way or another. I can never be fully happy about them.

There's all this dramma going on with one of my brothers. Really wish he would grow out of this grumpy, idiotic, thinks he better than the rest stage of his life.

Then there's the fact that they complain about our dad for years and then suddenly they want to get to know him again. Now all of a sudden they are going to spend time with over the weekend. Without me. I didn't even realise something was getting planned. How nice of them.

So today was just another boring day, except for the fact that I was happy/hyper like ALL day. I'm not quite sure why but I have a teensy weensy feeling that it may have been the two can of monster energy drinks I had during the day :p

To be honest I was happy when I woke up so that can't be it. Hmm

Well, apart from being happy I have been pretty much doing work all day. Classes, c/wk, h/wk. Can't get away from it. Argghh.

So that's pretty much my life at the moment. BORRINNGGG

Will blog again soon. If I ever remember :p

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